help me develop a message

Help me develop a whole hearted and loving message to Diego that I am at an age where I am looking for something serious and not games. When I speak to him and see him in person I feel safe, happy, comfortable, wanted, heard, and he never failed to put a smile on my face. I do not want to lose him and I want something long term with him and everything that I said was out of a genuine heart. When he held me I didn't want to let go or leave because I felt right where I belonged in his arms. I wanted to kiss you and I wanted to hold his hand and never let go Please refer to the message below to tweak out some info to help develop a message "But I also know that finding someone who genuinely cares is rare, and I don't want to lose that opportunity without giving it a fair chance. I am willing to take this journey with you, with patience and care for both our hearts. I hope we can rebuild our connection, starting with a strong foundation of friendship, and see where it takes us. I want to be there for you, just as you were for me. Thank you for being open with me. Let's take our time and figure this out together, with honesty and respect for each other's feelings. P.S. in one of your journals when you said that you wanted to kiss me at the pumpkin patch, the feeling was mutual where i wanted to kiss you too" I really loved the intimate talk between him and I because it made me filled with compassion and connection. When he told me about the pickup line I felt a little envious because I didn't want any other girl having his attention Deep down I know he wants to pull my leg on purpose to get me angry but I could never get myself to get mad at him but in the end he manages to still make me smile and I know that's important to him. Please add this part too after the envious part about the joke he made please also add that this is what I want something long term with you and add that I want it to work wholeheartedly